the internality

deep
in the earth

total

darkness

without light
you only
feel
your way

you bump

you circle

you change directions

to no avail

without light
comes
despair

don’t give up

maybe

one day

a breeze

follow it

a stronger breeze

despite total darkness

hope

still

lives

casino of being

one

to another

to another

life

death

long

short

pleasure    pain
joy    suffering

despair

unequal cards

dealt

by the master croupier
of chance

felt

as the whole of a life

each

ode to those above

fly
over us
in your glory of god
pinstriped helicopters

wallow
in pleasure palaces
we cut the grass of

pin tails on donkeys
in parlor games
we serve the food for

you
decreed
zero sum games

grabbed the sums

bequeathed us

zero

we are
the blinded people
plowing toasters into your soil
smelling oats like cattle
frozen
in time

you trestle
over
our pestilences
by divine right of rich

we grow old

sit in sheds

w
a
i
t
i
n
g